Elegant and intelligent words that describe her. Shes got my full attention I cannot keep my eyes of her. With a smile that kills hearts I get tangle by her rapture, sucking my feelings out of me like Dracula , I still cannot get my eyes of such a beauty. Captivating my eyes she wanders around smiling like a gold mine full of riches. She is so perfect although they say there is no such thing as a perfect person…
.to me she is which is why i surrender to her. I give her my heart and all I have but in life things don’t come as easy as they are imagined to be. 111My eyes have seen it all but at this very moment I am doubting if they have. With a smile that drops people dead she stand right across the room. With the breeze in the air i try to reach out to her scent. The smell of sunflower seeds strikes my nose, then the cocoa butter just makes me lose my mind.
I could also pick up her success and boldness, her originality, her hunger for change but that just blinded me. I could taste her cherry lips melt inside my mouth. I cannot touch what is not mine but she has touched my heart. Her soft small palms in mine hand i could see picture her in my arms. Seeing the world from a similar perspective. 127With the air full of doubt i with draw. It was like a raw taste of morning cow dung running up my nose.
I cant get that smell out of my mind. I can hear her cry for acceptance but i cannot change that have been taught life lessons over the past year. On the other hand im ignoring a cry soul. One that has lost its way needing that one person to bring her back to life sit in distraught i burst with sadness.
I cannot change much in this for there are fundamentals that not even i can break. 102Society has taught me that there are two doors in life – the door of reality;the door of imagination. The most toughest opponent i can name to date was standing in front of me.
I had to face the door of imagination, not many people have gone up against it so i do not want to be one of many to fall but this so i do as society bluntly told me…
i withdraw for she is too good for me. 80